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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH NI JIA QI!
May all your wishes come true!
We're going to have a great time suffering in German class together!
((:

PICTURES((:


ROD PREP

yesterday was funny!
i met florence at THAT bus stop.
then i got 2 shocks of my life.
well, lets just say, a shock.
she got a crumpler.
which is not very shocking actually,
since she wanted it so badly.
and she was tanned!
like freaking tanned.
hahahaha, okay sorry.
but it was like i couldnt see her when i boarded the bus.
she had to wave at me so i could see her.
hahahah.
okay sorry florence.
We ate at MACS (White Sands)

then met them at Paya Lebar.
then very late already.
like it was 6.30.
we are to be seated at 7.15/
so decided to take taxi/
and we couldnt get any.

so from paya lebar mrt station we walked all the way
down to PIE!
like omg.
we ran and ran.
when Im with them, I get lost.
I was wearing flats.
and it was painful when I was running
cos like friction or smth.
haha, nonsense.

then i got a cut at my heel there.
very painful. still painful. OW.
then got a taxi.( ME, FLO, HUING, PLING)
Nicole, zheru, krystal and aliza waited for another cab.

then i was like very painful.
then the uncle so nice.
give me 2 plasters!
but i lost one.
haha, typical.

then we drove in to PLMGS.
and watched the musical.
which was nice,
then CAMWHORE!
wth.
hahah,

ohoh!
ALIZA told me this funny thing that happen.
when aliza's group went into plmgs,
they wanted to make a big entrance.
wtf?
haha, so they paid and took the change.
then went out.
before zheru closes the door,
she shouted: UNCLE KEEP THE CHANGE!
hahaha, like whaaatttt?
retarded la.

I LOVEEE ytd.
today was superrr tiring
hike at MacRitchie.
burn carbs then
ate MACS.
wth.

OH MY GODDDD!
i so hate her now.
Just read her blog.
and saw her bloody tag.

YOU:
I know you're like trying to bond us or smth.
BUT GIVE ME A BREAK!
you are practically being some nosey person
who has nothing better to do.
Seriously, if you weren't the one who replied me,
maybe me and her would have gotten along just fine.
and you know why,
because she has her own thoughts and opinions,
thoughts and opinions that i might be able to consider again.
and once it is resolved, we can be friends.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY,
you just had to be in the way.
you just had to be involved.
thank you.
and tell you something,
it made things worse.
i hope you're happy about it.

I AM GOING TO BUY THE RUN MIDLAYER JACKET!
$3oo!
I will.
if not, i'll either get a crumpler or another jacket. hahahaha!

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing,
so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so isolated,
so motivated
I am certain now that

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment,
fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal questionmake it a total of 19 questions.
then tag 8 people from your list,
list them out at the end of the posting.
Notify them in there tag board that he/she has been tagged.

q1) Does people treat you as side dish?
Sometimes, i think.

q2) What's your most favourite thing to do?
Sleep & Shop(:

q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
Family and friends. i think. never really thought of it.

q4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
Never thought of it.

q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Nope. this question is like de javu.

q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
No.

q7) Are you afraid of pain?
i think so. last time, Im not afraid. As i grow older, i often have no guts in everything.

q8) What do you feel like doing now?
Watching Gossip Girl.

q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Dont think so. Maybee.

q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now.
1. My stomach- its growling but I've aldy eaten.
2. My mum when she's nagggyyyy.
3. My phone.
4. My homeworkkk. which reminds me, I havent been doing them.
5. My feet. they have cuts!
(what a load of crap)

q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
Still thinking((:

q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be??
FOOD-.-

q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
Happy i think. Or rich. I dont knoww.


q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My tolerance. like florence. heh.

q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
blast my ears with music.

q16) Which country do you like the most?
AUSTIN, TEXAS!

Q17. Which is your favourite designer?
STELLA MCCARTNEYYY!
Q18. Are you happy?
YES

Q19. What is the weirdest thing that happened in your life?
Me, still living.

TAGGED TO DO THIS:
THE CLIQUE PEOPLE
ALPHA!


SARAH'S QUIZZ!

Instructions:1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme,
and finish your Journal entry.
Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife4.

4.whats the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk6.

6.what do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain


So RESULTS:

Dear FLORENCE: I really dont know how to tell you this, but (1) our affair is over. i think i realized it (2)that night (3) at the mental hospital and i saw you (4)sit on(5) Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're (6) ashamed enough to understand(7) that Santa doesnt exist. Im returning (8)your ring, but I'll keep(9)your suicide note as a memory. You should know that I (10) toldmy psychiatrist about (11) our friendship.
Best regards,
NADIAH



HAHAHHAHA!
I WANT
FLORENCE
FARHANA
NICOLE
ZHERU
CELINE
HUINGG
PLINGG
DAYNA
DIYANAH
HUDA

TO DO THIS!
and anyone else(:

I just realised that
I cant last a single day without using my hp.
and my laptop.
Gidddyyy!
hahah, this is horrible.

so yea, i went off to KL.
which was cool!
cos i get to shop.
and shop.
and shop.

Oh, I watched Madagascar 2!
hahahaha!
it was funny.
its was great.
a must-watch.
heh.

So, shooting comp.
no comments.
pretty well i think.
the bad thing is:
I only got 3 hours of sleep before the comp,
woke up late,
so I didnt eat breakfast and I was bloating.
and got stomachache.
OWW!
I practically filled myself with water at the waiting room.
nervous much?
and then ate this big, i really mean big curry puff.
made me feel all better(:

oh bummer.
my boots and my no.4
are still inside my bag.
hhahhaha, i am superr lazy to get it out.

OH ya, cycling.
fun, i lovee it.
then we went to Humaira's house.
it was cool!
it was like 2 units joined together.
(okay, I've never seen that before! )
so i was practically just walking everywhere
(:

I think we're going swimming tmr.
Oh shit, i have to meet huda for the $12 thing.
shittos.

oh ya, just now.
on the way home
i took a bus from Yishun(1st stop)
to Punggol MRT(last stop)
then, i fell asleep.
first time i slept so soundly.
then, when we reached punggol,
i was still sleeping.
Suddenly, someone was shaking me/
i think she had a hard time waking me up.
OMG! hahaah

okay. off now.
loves.

HAHA! today i kept on bumping into ZHERU!
first was at school
i was calling dee
and i saw her.
then it was at canteen.
i have no idea why i was there.
then at pasir ris mrt.
we took the same train.
hahaha. fate.

SO SAD! RCY's cycling trip is cancelled.
i wonder if ours is cancelled too.
Anyways, I've written like 6 letters.
1 more to go!

At this point of time,
I am very confused.
confused with all my actions.
Why the hell am I even helping?

I need to get there asap
It will be better for me.
I need to go there at the end of next year.
so that once i reach there I can join year 10
the fifteenyearolds.
year 10 is when you try subjects.
cos year 11 is when you pick which subj you want to focus on
for uni.
I can go to uni after year 12.
which is like when Im 18.
in uni.
its a step ahead.

but mom wants me to go aft i finish sec 3.
which means,
when i reach there, i will go for year 11.
but the thing is,
she wants me to stay back with year 10.
with the fifteenyearolds
when im 16.
OMG!
fcuk,.
no, i dont want to have that feeling of being a stayback.

then again,
do i want this?
do i want to leave at the end of next year?
I mean, its too short.
Again,
I have to talk to someone.
I need to make the right decision.
and it isnt an easy task.
I have less than a year.

god, please help me.

I WATCHED HSM3!
hhahahaha!
so cool laaa.
with ALIZA.
at Leisure Park Kallang.
the place is like woahh!
hahahaha, there's an ice skating rink
and BOWLINGGG!
i miss bowling:(

So yea, going somewhere tonight.
looking forward to it(:

Yesyes, so I met florence yst
we went to KFC at Compass Point
and did homework.
well, she didnt really do laa.
same for me.
I talked a lot.
there were so much things to talk about.
hahhaha!
Then off to Popular.
This time, we both didnt buy anything!
claps.
haha, actually cos we no money.
hhahahaa
so, we just browsed through magazines/
and everytime, Vanessa Hudgen's pic is there.
florence will cover it.
like wth.
she thinks V acts cute or something.
Well, florence, i think she is really preeeetyyyy(:
hahaha,
then, off home. i think.
so yea, it was GREAT((:

I MISS HUI YING TOO!<33

I MISS THE CLIQUE!<33

I MISS iH, alpha(although i see them practically every day now), specs!<33

Fitriah: its okay, you dont have to do anyth about this.
I myself have no idea what is wrong.


I dont know what to say.
I will watch HSM3.

which reminds me,
i have to check something.

BYEE(:

ps. Mum, im sorry:(

Fcuk it.
fcuk every single bloody shit that is happening.

I hate you.
You put me in the middle.
I have to decide.
I cancelled my stuff just so it'll be easier for you.
but now, i regret.
Everything's a mess.
I feel so bad for them,
and at the same time,
I dont know what to do to make you stop nagging.
you dont seem to care anymore.
Fine, we'll do it my way now.
I'll live my life and you live yours.
hows that?
I need someone to talk to.


Why do I miss you so much?
I act like a complete idiot in front of you.
Maybe, just maybe, I want us back.



FITRIAH!
HEMA!
AISHWARYA!
YEE NING!
pick up your bloody PHONE!


ps. i miss florence a lot!
i havent seen her in weeks.
last time i called her was before Camp FEAST.
:(

TODAY was sooo FUNNY!
I laughed a lot.
really a lot.
OMG, i had so much fun.

So in the morning,
i drag my ass to school.
I slept at like 1am,
and woke up at 7am
just to make it on time.
What a failure.
the meeting;
which was suppose to be a platoon thing,
failed.
only like 10 people came.
the rest all dunno go where.

Then, me, HUMAIRA, DEELICIOUS, RAQIBAH and FEROZIA
went to Arab St.
haha, to buy Fabric.
We took 107 from school.
then stop at dunno where and had to walk.
Tip: Never ask DEELICIOUS to lead. Sure sesat. hahahaha
Then, we bought fabric and sequins.
I have no idea how we're going to sew it.
Anyways.
at the sequins shop,
We got 4 packets of sequins.
ready to pay at the cashier.
Clumsy ol' Dee dropped the packets of sequins.
and it BROKE!
like omg.
then Humaira and Raqibah go run away.
what kind of platoon mates! god!
then Dee was so stupid you know.
she go and sweep the beads to the corner.
then say 'leave it, leave it'.
WTH.
so malu can./
then in the end, we paid for it.
and then, kind ol' RAQIBAH
started to pick it up.
and dee was like 'ya allah'
all that stuff.BUT NEVER HELP.
then, HUMAIRA and I also helped.
SHEESH!

HAHA, then off to Banquet.
Ate there.
Dee started laughing and laughing and laughing.
WTH.
Then we went to the Bugis Bus stop.
heading to Plaza Sing.
then, we were looking at the chart thing.
that shows the routes of the buses./
then suddenly we saw Outrum Park(opp)
then the bus was right behind.
then, dee was like: eheh, cepat cepat!
hahahahaa, omg,
we're such a disgrace.
then laughed like shit in the bus.
then, Raqibah went: Outrum park opposite leh. then we thought we went the wrong direction.
Then, raqibah said go down.
so we took that bus- only 1 stop.
waste money seyy.
then look at the bus routes again.
saw that bus 2 can go the Clark Quay
and bus 2 was right behind us.
Then, we quickly rush to the door.
It was closed.
but there were alot of passengers coming out from the back door.
then DEE and HUMAIRA
waved vigorously.
(i really mean, vigorously!)
at the bus driver to open the door.
The bus driver totally look at us blankly.
then, never open the door.
RAQIBAH paiseh down there aldy.
haha, in the end, after much waving and laughing.
the door finally open.
it was hilarious la.
we laughed so much inside the bus about
the bus driver's expression during that incident which was so blank.
like we were invinsible. he couldnt see dee and HUMAIRA waving.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
shit day lah.
then at Clark Quay,
when we were going down the escalator.
RAQIBAH so silly lah.
go take the escalator that was going up./
retarded much?
and when we tap in,
the train arrived already.
and humaira had to run to board it.
cos she was the last one.
again, we laughed and laughed.
then went to spotlight.
and spent like $50
on the pillow stuff.
and off home.
carrying 1kg of cotton.

I HAD A GREAT TIME!(:

I had an AWESOME
most shockingly
fun
weekend.
What about you?

FELIXZ- too bad la. haha. must wait.

ESTHER- okay(:I dnt know why the music short.heh

FLORENCE- I knoww. Yandao la. and in ncc. cool sia.

IZNI- crap shit la youu. the daddy said. haha. i know, my dad so cool la. know them.

FITRIAH- AHHHHH! i dont know what is happening. omg, help me! I got the shock of my life. AHHHHH!

DEE- yesyes, i want. hahaa.


SO, my weekend was funny.
I laughed so much with my cousin.
haha, it was coool can.

Im actually late for ROD meeting.
Dee is going to kill me!
haha,
BYEEE

OMGOMGOMG!
my dad knows the JONAS BROTHERS!
sheesh.

haha, today i was at the west side.
running around to so many places.
and farhana missed me!
hahaha, awesomeee

Tomorrow, going shooting.
coolcool.

The holidays doesnt feel like holidays.
with homeworks and meetings and shit stuff.
driving me crazy.
goodness.
even mom is quite upset about it.


TAG REPLIES:
FARHANA: retard you! haha, i run out of sms-es laaa. Miss me much?

FELIXZ!: omgomg! i miss you so very muchh! hahaa, is your brother having his Os or smth?

FLORENCE: nonono, i dont like him. sheesh. but isnt it weird. i mean, with the yandao stuff and the discipline stuff? hahaha, imy!

AISHU: hello SUPER LAME PERSON!

JIAHUI: omg! hi. haha, it's been so bloody long since we last met. haha, still as hyper you/

♥ Nadiahh'.
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I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh,
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH NI JIA QI!
May all your wishes come true!
We're going to have a great time suffering in German class together!
((:

PICTURES((:


ROD PREP

yesterday was funny!
i met florence at THAT bus stop.
then i got 2 shocks of my life.
well, lets just say, a shock.
she got a crumpler.
which is not very shocking actually,
since she wanted it so badly.
and she was tanned!
like freaking tanned.
hahahaha, okay sorry.
but it was like i couldnt see her when i boarded the bus.
she had to wave at me so i could see her.
hahahah.
okay sorry florence.
We ate at MACS (White Sands)

then met them at Paya Lebar.
then very late already.
like it was 6.30.
we are to be seated at 7.15/
so decided to take taxi/
and we couldnt get any.

so from paya lebar mrt station we walked all the way
down to PIE!
like omg.
we ran and ran.
when Im with them, I get lost.
I was wearing flats.
and it was painful when I was running
cos like friction or smth.
haha, nonsense.

then i got a cut at my heel there.
very painful. still painful. OW.
then got a taxi.( ME, FLO, HUING, PLING)
Nicole, zheru, krystal and aliza waited for another cab.

then i was like very painful.
then the uncle so nice.
give me 2 plasters!
but i lost one.
haha, typical.

then we drove in to PLMGS.
and watched the musical.
which was nice,
then CAMWHORE!
wth.
hahah,

ohoh!
ALIZA told me this funny thing that happen.
when aliza's group went into plmgs,
they wanted to make a big entrance.
wtf?
haha, so they paid and took the change.
then went out.
before zheru closes the door,
she shouted: UNCLE KEEP THE CHANGE!
hahaha, like whaaatttt?
retarded la.

I LOVEEE ytd.
today was superrr tiring
hike at MacRitchie.
burn carbs then
ate MACS.
wth.

OH MY GODDDD!
i so hate her now.
Just read her blog.
and saw her bloody tag.

YOU:
I know you're like trying to bond us or smth.
BUT GIVE ME A BREAK!
you are practically being some nosey person
who has nothing better to do.
Seriously, if you weren't the one who replied me,
maybe me and her would have gotten along just fine.
and you know why,
because she has her own thoughts and opinions,
thoughts and opinions that i might be able to consider again.
and once it is resolved, we can be friends.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY,
you just had to be in the way.
you just had to be involved.
thank you.
and tell you something,
it made things worse.
i hope you're happy about it.

I AM GOING TO BUY THE RUN MIDLAYER JACKET!
$3oo!
I will.
if not, i'll either get a crumpler or another jacket. hahahaha!

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing,
so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so isolated,
so motivated
I am certain now that

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment,
fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal questionmake it a total of 19 questions.
then tag 8 people from your list,
list them out at the end of the posting.
Notify them in there tag board that he/she has been tagged.

q1) Does people treat you as side dish?
Sometimes, i think.

q2) What's your most favourite thing to do?
Sleep & Shop(:

q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
Family and friends. i think. never really thought of it.

q4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
Never thought of it.

q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Nope. this question is like de javu.

q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
No.

q7) Are you afraid of pain?
i think so. last time, Im not afraid. As i grow older, i often have no guts in everything.

q8) What do you feel like doing now?
Watching Gossip Girl.

q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Dont think so. Maybee.

q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now.
1. My stomach- its growling but I've aldy eaten.
2. My mum when she's nagggyyyy.
3. My phone.
4. My homeworkkk. which reminds me, I havent been doing them.
5. My feet. they have cuts!
(what a load of crap)

q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
Still thinking((:

q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be??
FOOD-.-

q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
Happy i think. Or rich. I dont knoww.


q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My tolerance. like florence. heh.

q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
blast my ears with music.

q16) Which country do you like the most?
AUSTIN, TEXAS!

Q17. Which is your favourite designer?
STELLA MCCARTNEYYY!
Q18. Are you happy?
YES

Q19. What is the weirdest thing that happened in your life?
Me, still living.

TAGGED TO DO THIS:
THE CLIQUE PEOPLE
ALPHA!


SARAH'S QUIZZ!

Instructions:1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme,
and finish your Journal entry.
Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife4.

4.whats the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk6.

6.what do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain


So RESULTS:

Dear FLORENCE: I really dont know how to tell you this, but (1) our affair is over. i think i realized it (2)that night (3) at the mental hospital and i saw you (4)sit on(5) Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're (6) ashamed enough to understand(7) that Santa doesnt exist. Im returning (8)your ring, but I'll keep(9)your suicide note as a memory. You should know that I (10) toldmy psychiatrist about (11) our friendship.
Best regards,
NADIAH



HAHAHHAHA!
I WANT
FLORENCE
FARHANA
NICOLE
ZHERU
CELINE
HUINGG
PLINGG
DAYNA
DIYANAH
HUDA

TO DO THIS!
and anyone else(:

I just realised that
I cant last a single day without using my hp.
and my laptop.
Gidddyyy!
hahah, this is horrible.

so yea, i went off to KL.
which was cool!
cos i get to shop.
and shop.
and shop.

Oh, I watched Madagascar 2!
hahahaha!
it was funny.
its was great.
a must-watch.
heh.

So, shooting comp.
no comments.
pretty well i think.
the bad thing is:
I only got 3 hours of sleep before the comp,
woke up late,
so I didnt eat breakfast and I was bloating.
and got stomachache.
OWW!
I practically filled myself with water at the waiting room.
nervous much?
and then ate this big, i really mean big curry puff.
made me feel all better(:

oh bummer.
my boots and my no.4
are still inside my bag.
hhahhaha, i am superr lazy to get it out.

OH ya, cycling.
fun, i lovee it.
then we went to Humaira's house.
it was cool!
it was like 2 units joined together.
(okay, I've never seen that before! )
so i was practically just walking everywhere
(:

I think we're going swimming tmr.
Oh shit, i have to meet huda for the $12 thing.
shittos.

oh ya, just now.
on the way home
i took a bus from Yishun(1st stop)
to Punggol MRT(last stop)
then, i fell asleep.
first time i slept so soundly.
then, when we reached punggol,
i was still sleeping.
Suddenly, someone was shaking me/
i think she had a hard time waking me up.
OMG! hahaah

okay. off now.
loves.

HAHA! today i kept on bumping into ZHERU!
first was at school
i was calling dee
and i saw her.
then it was at canteen.
i have no idea why i was there.
then at pasir ris mrt.
we took the same train.
hahaha. fate.

SO SAD! RCY's cycling trip is cancelled.
i wonder if ours is cancelled too.
Anyways, I've written like 6 letters.
1 more to go!

At this point of time,
I am very confused.
confused with all my actions.
Why the hell am I even helping?

I need to get there asap
It will be better for me.
I need to go there at the end of next year.
so that once i reach there I can join year 10
the fifteenyearolds.
year 10 is when you try subjects.
cos year 11 is when you pick which subj you want to focus on
for uni.
I can go to uni after year 12.
which is like when Im 18.
in uni.
its a step ahead.

but mom wants me to go aft i finish sec 3.
which means,
when i reach there, i will go for year 11.
but the thing is,
she wants me to stay back with year 10.
with the fifteenyearolds
when im 16.
OMG!
fcuk,.
no, i dont want to have that feeling of being a stayback.

then again,
do i want this?
do i want to leave at the end of next year?
I mean, its too short.
Again,
I have to talk to someone.
I need to make the right decision.
and it isnt an easy task.
I have less than a year.

god, please help me.

I WATCHED HSM3!
hhahahaha!
so cool laaa.
with ALIZA.
at Leisure Park Kallang.
the place is like woahh!
hahahaha, there's an ice skating rink
and BOWLINGGG!
i miss bowling:(

So yea, going somewhere tonight.
looking forward to it(:

Yesyes, so I met florence yst
we went to KFC at Compass Point
and did homework.
well, she didnt really do laa.
same for me.
I talked a lot.
there were so much things to talk about.
hahhaha!
Then off to Popular.
This time, we both didnt buy anything!
claps.
haha, actually cos we no money.
hhahahaa
so, we just browsed through magazines/
and everytime, Vanessa Hudgen's pic is there.
florence will cover it.
like wth.
she thinks V acts cute or something.
Well, florence, i think she is really preeeetyyyy(:
hahaha,
then, off home. i think.
so yea, it was GREAT((:

I MISS HUI YING TOO!<33

I MISS THE CLIQUE!<33

I MISS iH, alpha(although i see them practically every day now), specs!<33

Fitriah: its okay, you dont have to do anyth about this.
I myself have no idea what is wrong.


I dont know what to say.
I will watch HSM3.

which reminds me,
i have to check something.

BYEE(:

ps. Mum, im sorry:(

Fcuk it.
fcuk every single bloody shit that is happening.

I hate you.
You put me in the middle.
I have to decide.
I cancelled my stuff just so it'll be easier for you.
but now, i regret.
Everything's a mess.
I feel so bad for them,
and at the same time,
I dont know what to do to make you stop nagging.
you dont seem to care anymore.
Fine, we'll do it my way now.
I'll live my life and you live yours.
hows that?
I need someone to talk to.


Why do I miss you so much?
I act like a complete idiot in front of you.
Maybe, just maybe, I want us back.



FITRIAH!
HEMA!
AISHWARYA!
YEE NING!
pick up your bloody PHONE!


ps. i miss florence a lot!
i havent seen her in weeks.
last time i called her was before Camp FEAST.
:(

TODAY was sooo FUNNY!
I laughed a lot.
really a lot.
OMG, i had so much fun.

So in the morning,
i drag my ass to school.
I slept at like 1am,
and woke up at 7am
just to make it on time.
What a failure.
the meeting;
which was suppose to be a platoon thing,
failed.
only like 10 people came.
the rest all dunno go where.

Then, me, HUMAIRA, DEELICIOUS, RAQIBAH and FEROZIA
went to Arab St.
haha, to buy Fabric.
We took 107 from school.
then stop at dunno where and had to walk.
Tip: Never ask DEELICIOUS to lead. Sure sesat. hahahaha
Then, we bought fabric and sequins.
I have no idea how we're going to sew it.
Anyways.
at the sequins shop,
We got 4 packets of sequins.
ready to pay at the cashier.
Clumsy ol' Dee dropped the packets of sequins.
and it BROKE!
like omg.
then Humaira and Raqibah go run away.
what kind of platoon mates! god!
then Dee was so stupid you know.
she go and sweep the beads to the corner.
then say 'leave it, leave it'.
WTH.
so malu can./
then in the end, we paid for it.
and then, kind ol' RAQIBAH
started to pick it up.
and dee was like 'ya allah'
all that stuff.BUT NEVER HELP.
then, HUMAIRA and I also helped.
SHEESH!

HAHA, then off to Banquet.
Ate there.
Dee started laughing and laughing and laughing.
WTH.
Then we went to the Bugis Bus stop.
heading to Plaza Sing.
then, we were looking at the chart thing.
that shows the routes of the buses./
then suddenly we saw Outrum Park(opp)
then the bus was right behind.
then, dee was like: eheh, cepat cepat!
hahahahaa, omg,
we're such a disgrace.
then laughed like shit in the bus.
then, Raqibah went: Outrum park opposite leh. then we thought we went the wrong direction.
Then, raqibah said go down.
so we took that bus- only 1 stop.
waste money seyy.
then look at the bus routes again.
saw that bus 2 can go the Clark Quay
and bus 2 was right behind us.
Then, we quickly rush to the door.
It was closed.
but there were alot of passengers coming out from the back door.
then DEE and HUMAIRA
waved vigorously.
(i really mean, vigorously!)
at the bus driver to open the door.
The bus driver totally look at us blankly.
then, never open the door.
RAQIBAH paiseh down there aldy.
haha, in the end, after much waving and laughing.
the door finally open.
it was hilarious la.
we laughed so much inside the bus about
the bus driver's expression during that incident which was so blank.
like we were invinsible. he couldnt see dee and HUMAIRA waving.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
shit day lah.
then at Clark Quay,
when we were going down the escalator.
RAQIBAH so silly lah.
go take the escalator that was going up./
retarded much?
and when we tap in,
the train arrived already.
and humaira had to run to board it.
cos she was the last one.
again, we laughed and laughed.
then went to spotlight.
and spent like $50
on the pillow stuff.
and off home.
carrying 1kg of cotton.

I HAD A GREAT TIME!(:

I had an AWESOME
most shockingly
fun
weekend.
What about you?

FELIXZ- too bad la. haha. must wait.

ESTHER- okay(:I dnt know why the music short.heh

FLORENCE- I knoww. Yandao la. and in ncc. cool sia.

IZNI- crap shit la youu. the daddy said. haha. i know, my dad so cool la. know them.

FITRIAH- AHHHHH! i dont know what is happening. omg, help me! I got the shock of my life. AHHHHH!

DEE- yesyes, i want. hahaa.


SO, my weekend was funny.
I laughed so much with my cousin.
haha, it was coool can.

Im actually late for ROD meeting.
Dee is going to kill me!
haha,
BYEEE

OMGOMGOMG!
my dad knows the JONAS BROTHERS!
sheesh.

haha, today i was at the west side.
running around to so many places.
and farhana missed me!
hahaha, awesomeee

Tomorrow, going shooting.
coolcool.

The holidays doesnt feel like holidays.
with homeworks and meetings and shit stuff.
driving me crazy.
goodness.
even mom is quite upset about it.


TAG REPLIES:
FARHANA: retard you! haha, i run out of sms-es laaa. Miss me much?

FELIXZ!: omgomg! i miss you so very muchh! hahaa, is your brother having his Os or smth?

FLORENCE: nonono, i dont like him. sheesh. but isnt it weird. i mean, with the yandao stuff and the discipline stuff? hahaha, imy!

AISHU: hello SUPER LAME PERSON!

JIAHUI: omg! hi. haha, it's been so bloody long since we last met. haha, still as hyper you/

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